Boys!!!! Sometimes I can't stand them but I really want to date them hahaha

I've been thinking about the past three years and how much I had always wanted someone to ask me out. I remember being so upset that not one guy had asked me out on a date. I wanted to go on one really badly. The first date I went on was with a friend of mine and that was because I asked him to Jr. prom (which was boys choice). That was my Jr. year in high school, I'm now a graduate and I've been on a few more dates since then. I don't know why I wanted to date so much. I mean yeah sure the date itself is fun and all but it seems like nothing goes well afterwards. For instance: Spencer (the guy I went on my first date with) and I don't even talk anymore, Michael (my first boyfriend) ended up breaking up with me and is now just causing complete confusion because he wants to get back together (I know mom, you and Amanda are probably saying to yourselves "don't do it, think about how he hurt you blah blah blah" and thanks I know...... that's why we aren't back together but I'm still talking to him please don't give me a hard time about it). And I just went on a date (I guess that is what you would call it) with Dom (friend from work) that was a lot of fun, we went to the sky box for dinner and then to a movie at the gateway, but when I was at work on monday Michael came up and was talking to me and Dom saw. Dom texted me and asked what Michael and I were talking about. I guess I need to learn to lie because I made the mistake of telling him that Michael wants to go hang out sometime and Dom got all mad at me and basically said he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I don't get it..... He asked what Michael was saying, I told him, and he gets mad at me because of what Michael said? I went on ONE date with Dom, I didn't realize that meant I couldn't talk to anyone. UHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just so frustrated with guys. They make no sense what so ever. Honestly if I could write a letter to myself and send it back in time to whenever I was upset because everyone was going out on dates but me, I would tell myself that its not worth getting upset over, in fact I should consider myself lucky that the drama was taking forever to present itself. Hmmmmmmmm well I guess there is nothing I can do about the boy thing hahaha because I will still go out on dates if I'm asked and if drama comes after the date then so be it. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!

*hahaha I just wanted to mention that just as I was almost done typing this up, the song "Don't Worry Be Happy" started playing talk about perfect timing huh?. =)*