- Member of the LDS church
- Dark hair
- Nice smile
- Tall
- Not ultra thin
- Smart
- Funny
- Knows when to be serious
- GOAL ORIENTED
- Does something with life
- Has a car
- Has a job
- Loves family
- Makes me smile
- Good taste in music
- Trusting
- Smart
- Has manners
- Treats me with respect
- Loves and accept my family
- Makes an equal effort to see me as I do him
- Able to have conversations
- Sits and listens to me complain
- Celebrates with me when I'm happy or excited
- Able to cook
- Gives me advice
- Wont let anyone mess with me
- Jumps at the opportunity to show me off
- Likes sports
- Just there for me
- Is my friend
Is it normal for me to not want to let go of people from my past for fear that I will never find someone like this? I don't like that feeling. I don't like the feeling of staying with someone, who I feel isn't right for me, for fear that I won't find anyone who is. What if this person is the right person for me though and I give him up, and I am alone for the rest of my life? I don't want to be alone. I want to someday get married and have a family. Sometimes I think I'm not good enough for people who meet the requirements listed above. All I really want is for someone to take my hand when I'm sad and just hold it. I want a guy who will see that I need some uplifting so he turns on some music and asks me to dance. I want someone who is a gentleman and opens doors for me. Maybe that is too unrealistic, maybe that only happens in fairytales. Should I give up on the hopes of it being real? What should I do, because I am at a loss. Do I hold on to the past or hope that something better comes into my future?
