It's been over a year since my last post... I have changed some. The thought of when I will meet someone, doesn't plague my mind anymore. It will happen when it happens....
Whether it's mentally or physically I believe that anger can kill a person.... It kills hopes and dreams. It kills the relationships you have with others. If you let your anger spin out of control, it will take over your life. Soon, you won't experience happiness. Your mind wont comprehend the good. No, it will only register the bad... You will become vindictive and think of ways to hurt anyone and everyone. Soon you will end up alone and scared, scared because you have turned into a person you never thought could exist. Anger is like a drug, it will ruin you and eventually lead to your demise.
I cry inside, wondering why people do the things they do.... I guess nothing is fully explainable, because some people don't realize what they are doing is wrong. That's life I guess.... Unfortunately drama will never go away. In fact, I have a feeling it will only get worse. I pray though, that I can be forgiven for my harsh feelings. I ask heavenly father that he can help me avoid becoming like those who are constantly miserable. I ask him to help me see what I don't like about myself and my personality and help me to fix it. I am not perfect, I never will be. I can only try to better myself one day at a time. I pray that you do the same. I pray that you will someday realize that you are not as perfect as you think you are, and that you take the steps to change that...
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